I like to think of blogs as places of reflection. Not just to note down where the latest trends are from but to actually discuss matters that are on your mind, that is what blogs are all about. If you are like me then you are a chronic over-thinker and you're so complex to the point where you don't actually know what you mean. It can be quite a lonely thing because you don't like putting other people through it so you shut yourself off greatly. I think I've done this ever since I can remember, it's not something that has happened due to other things occuring in my life.
I always believe in the saying ' What you allow, will continue' and I feel like anything negative I cause, things like not dealing with situations properly or over reacting or just being angry all the time are things I can control perhaps not on my own, but I am fully aware of them and want to change them. From other years I had goals such as I want to pass my test and get a car or I want to look better. This year my goal is to have total inner peace, to be considerate towards others, to care and to show it. Life is so short so it's time to start appreciating it.